June 2012
Me half the time: I just want to cuddle up with you and watch cute movies and look into your eyes and tell you I love you and kiss you lots and then fall asleep in your arms.
Me half of the time: I just want to rip off your clothes and get pushed against the wall with my arms pinned up and make out and push you onto your bed and we can fuck the shit out of each other, ok.
The true sense of the phrase "only in your dreams"
I dreamt of being by his side last night. It felt so real, as once it had before. I was able to talk to him and hear is accent across his second language; english. That in itself was so beautiful and made it feel like reality. He wrapped his arms around me as I laid my head across his chest. His warmth and his existence felt so lively. I was able to look up at him once more to see his smile that I...
Being gay is fine. Being bisexual is fine. Being...
It's official, I'm awkward.
My awkwardness makes it difficult for me to have normal conversations, actually to even have the slightest interaction with someone. I will never be able to start up a conversation with anyone and if I do it’s something that I’ve rehearsed in my head countless times.
